Jag kommer att skiva på engelska för att jag har enklare att uttrycka mig så!!!
i cant get over it. the things they told me, everything they said is just nagging in my brain. it was mental abuse. they always used to humiliate me in front of everyone, they noticed my every flaw, whenever I did something it was wrong. words cant describe how much it affected me, and still does. I cant sleep at night, I will sleep for too long and everyone will make fun of me for it. I cant eat, if I do I eat too much. I cant not eat either, then i am just a wannabe model. i have never been able to draw, but I cant even raise a pen now. If i draw something it looks deformed. When I don’t draw I am mean and dumb. I do not understand a single thing, i am just too dumb. They would not miss me if I was gone. They have told me that many times. I am the reason why she’s always so annoyed. I am annoying. I can’t do a single thing right. whenever I say something it’s either wrong or stupid. They wont listen to my opinions, they just humiliate me for everything. My parents dont know how much they hurt me, my own “best friend”s family. I hate them, but what if they are right? what if I am useless? They wouldnt miss me.
